My demons up on the bike, no fightin'

How dare they look me in the eyes and tell me brighten up

I've seen things that you couldn't comprehend, lil' hoe

I've seen things that left me without an antidote

Last night was really a long night

Up till 5 A.M. tweaking, pretty & long fight

Voices in my head speaking, Depression peaking

Pray for buoyancy because I jumped into the deep end

Confused, lost & abused

Not like I can choose

Trinity or negativity

Really make me feel like I can't move

Confused, lost & abused

Don't know what to do

Angels in retirement

And demons fill my mind with gloom

Missing & got that pension

Now I'm in detention

Staying back since I ain't even act on

I'm just tired of the hate & the guilt, no debate

I'm just tired of the weight, there's too much upon my plate

I'm only human, so there's so much I can do

To live up till a legacy & fill up daddy's shoes

As a man gotta duty to provide

With some weights upon my shoulder

That be telling me to hide

But I can't, I can't let no body down again

I don't wanna see my mama ever frown again

Before I was a joke, red & white, huh

Clown shit

Now a young king with the pearls

Crown shit

Confused, lost & abused

Not like I can choose

Trinity or negativity

Really make me feel like I can't move

Confused, lost & abused

Don't know what to do

Angels in retirement

And demons fill my mind with gloom

Missing & got that pension

Now I'm in detention

Staying back since I ain't even act on

I'm just tired of the hate & the guilt, no debate

I'm just tired of the weight, there's too much upon my plate

Oh, in a house, not in a home

Too many months, I felt like this

Not in my zone

Whoa, in my mind, all night, I run

They tryna throw their sticks & stones

Hoping that I'll leave me broke

But you're lucky I know

That I'm better than that

Nobody better than that

Confused, lost & abused

Not like I can choose

Trinity or negativity

Really make me feel like I can't move

Confused, lost & abused

Don't know what to do

Angels in retirement

And demons fill my mind with gloom

Missing & got that pension

Now I'm in detention

Staying back since I ain't even act on

I'm just tired of the hate & the guilt, no debate

I'm just tired of the weight, there's too much upon my plate

Confused, lost & abused, don't know what to do

Negativity in my vicinity, I'm tryna move

Confused, lost & abused, don't know what to do

Angels in retirement & demons fill my mind with gloom

I'm having panic attacks, you should panic your lat

This not just an episode, they'll call it manipulate

Uh, on my lonesome

Trapped up in my dome, oh

Better listen to your words & watch your tone, oh