how good feels Lyrics

I'm not talented like other people are

I'm not a prodigy turned rising superstar

I'm burnt out and drained

Weighed down by pain that's been with me for far too long

The past five days, I woke up okay, why isn't it the same today

Can't remember how good feels, and now I just can't deal

Cause I'm a bit unstable and still unable to be alone with my own mind

How does good feel

Is this how good feels

Why am I not good at feeling

Is this how good feels

I've wished for miracles and tragedies alike

I've run from darkness towards ill-perceived light

I've toured the world to find myself, just to realize it didn't really help

The past five days, I woke up okay, why isn't it the same today

Can't remember how good feels, and now I just can't deal

Cause I'm a bit unstable and still unable to be alone with my own mind

How does good feel

Is this how good feels

Why am I not good at feeling

Is this how good feels

I'm stuck in my bed like the dead are in their casket

A newly picked flower tossed brashly in a basket

I should be used to crashing, but God, I still hate the fall

Cause maybe my soul hasn't left my body, but I sold it to the devil just so somebody would want me

And I should be used to crashing, but God, I still hate the fall

The past five days, I woke up okay, why isn't it the same today

Can't remember how good feels, and now I just can't deal

Cause I'm a bit unstable and still unable to be alone with my own mind

How does good feel

Is this how good feels

Why am I not good at feeling

Is this how good feels