Dear Everybody Lyrics

I hate I had to keep a cup for me to keep from stressing

I done put some people first who wanna see me second

I'm tryna have a couple kids and be home PB Sing I'm grinding for them better days, I'm tryna keep my blessings

But lately it just seem the devil tryna delete my blessings

Go and catch a body, have me suit up just to reap my blessings

Feel like she see the worst in me before she see my efforts

When you're efforts go unseen, it's hard

To keep a effort

Try to run game on your boy, you get a E for effort

Thinking I believe the shit you preach as if I see a reverend

Time pass and we don't speak, it's hard to

Keep the message

I fake a smile when she here so she don't see me stressing

I don't be talking to the brothers, but they know the vibe

I hate for them to feel like I don't know them guys going through some things inside that I don't

Show outside

If I held my hands out, my problems would

Be shoulder wide

Depressing is a bitch that wanna put me in a slumber

I feel like suicide done got my number

Don't tell me that you love me when my body going under

Cause you ain't show that shit when it was upper

Feeling just like a sucker

Pockets hurt as fuck while having niggas skipping

supper and the drink and weed would amplify my hunger

Lash out at my chick cause I know one day she'll be laid up with another

Act like I don't care but know I love her

And every day I'm seeing signs that I just need to free my mind

Even in the evening time I feel like I ain't even trying

Every time I'm happy something happens I don't be surprised

Stressed out and sleep deprived this shit can't even be described

Always keep a spliff when I feel low it's like it be prescribed

Anxiety a peak inside and totally defeat my mind

So every time they try to tell me I should keep my head up

I'm looking to the lord like that's a motherfucking setup