A PLACE OF DESPAIR Lyrics

They just told me to watch my step

Cause all your friends out here don't really love you

This is something I must confess to you

I wish you the best

And nothin less

I wouldn't put death on you

Cause In the end

I never wanna go back to that place again

Lift my chin

I came from the depths of hell

But trynna win feels like a sin

Freed my mind from the spell

They tried to put on me as a kid

I had to suffer by myself

They don't know what I went through to live

It was cold in my mind

Anxiety creeping up my spine

But I get nervous bout the little things

Burn my feelings in a paper plane

And I swear I got a heart of gold

But sometimes it don't seem that way

Sometimes I wish I was a heartless soul

But God know I don't swing that way

I'm surrounded by death

And blood stained roses

Politicin posers and all

It feel like cardiac arrest

When my chest is closin

In on me for the moment

My enemy was myself

They just told me watch my step

Cause all the ones you endear don't really love you

This is something I must confess to you

I wish you the best

And nothin less

I wouldn't put death on you

Prayed on my downfall they hated on me

Even when I was little I swear to god I had niggas banking on me

Even with my flaws nigga I had broads

I let em think they know me

But I told em don't hold they breath at all

Cause nigga im right where I need to be

And you gon see

How I came up

Im a angel

Spread my wings

Gotta keep that thang tucked

They armed & dangerous

In these streets

Don't care where you came from

They'll light yo brain up

Till they see pink

It's a shame

My story won't be the same

I can't D I E

I used to put it on myself

So you can't place the blame on me

I was doing right till it all went left

Till my white teeth turned burgundy

Nigga I still got so much on my chest

When I confess it make me feel weak

And I still got so much on my plate

For me some days it's hard to eat

They told me watch out

For the ones

That might bring you down

Watch out

For the ones

That ain't in yo crowd

Watch out

For them boys

Envying yo style

They might try to be like you but it ain't workin out

They can't compare

I made it from a place of despair

I'm too rare

The struggles that I overcame ain't fair

And I swear

Won't let em talk on my name again

I'm too player

They won't knock me off my game again