WHAT IF? Lyrics

What if this life don't go the way that I planned

What if we end up right back where we began

What if I keep on going, then where's the end

Will I ever reach a point where I feel like I could finally understand

What if I wake up and you're not laying right next to my side

What if I look up and the stars are falling out of the sky, or tears out of your eyes

My fears are covered in pride, I'm looking back and trying to find reasons why, but it don't feel right

What if these what ifs keep me up through the night, and demons lurking in the darkness plotting on my demise

I'm trying to read through the lines, I'm following all the signs, I need some spiritual guidance, trying to find my alignment

What if I can't control the thoughts in my mind

What if it's just a different plan for my life

What if I let go of my wants and desires

What if I keep going, but I was supposed to retire

What if I stop before I even started to fire

The pressure in me yeah it's starting to build, you better watch out I got reasons to kill

Cut with these lyrics, I'm a spirit, yeah the pen give you chills

I'ma keep going till I'm counting a mil, just cause it feels right

But what if this life don't go the way that I planned

What if we end up right back where we began

What if I keep on going, then where's the end

Will I ever reach a point where I feel like I could finally understand

What if these what if's keep me up through the night

What if I wake up and you're not by my side

What if I look up and the stars are falling out of the sky or even worse, there's tears falling out of your eyes, and I can't find the reasons why