feelings of a thug ft. Tahze Lyrics

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All these diamonds around my neck, I rock out just like Dennis Rodman

Yeah, all this lean inside my cup, I'm dozing off, I'm think I'm nodding

Yeah, I smoke to, ease my day, I cook that dope, no plastic plate

Yeah, all these niggas cap up in their songs, I rap to, ease my pain

I pour my pain inside a cup, that's dope, it got me high as fuck

My girl, she says she love me, but I ain't gon' try to test her luck, this ain't no diss, my opps in blunts

Ain't talk to grandma, in some months

I hope she doing okay for once

Yeah, I talk to pops, he holding up

Sometimes I sit back home alone and I just be losing all my trust

Some girls be running in my life, they say they love me, but it's just lust

Can't lose my mind, I'm holding up

Sometimes I need a shoulder rub

Instead of talking how I feel, I hold my hands up and I shrug

Yeah, these just feelings of a thug

I cannot show nobody love

I ain't gon' lie, I chose the streets, I wanted it bad when I was young

But now I wish I held my tongue

I lost my family to guns

I look on the TV and I see kids dying and hopefully it ain't mama's son

Sometimes I look up at myself and see I'm going through that pain

And then when I think about it, I'm only getting stronger for the gang

But that's just how you gotta play

You work so hard, you make mistakes

And I just think and regret all them times that bitch had played my brain, nigga

And like I said, this just feelings of a thug

I just sit with my back up to the wall and hopefully don't run

Yeah, free semi out, the cell they locked him up for havin guns

I miss my brother so much, hopefully he end up getting bond

Yeah, Lil' Jay locked up for stealing cars and hopefully he done

Yeah, It's rules is being gangster, baby, this shit's not for fun

Like, have you witnessed murder once

Like, have you been just on the run

And I can just say this shit ain't for you, nigga, you just bought a gun

All that shit I did inside the streets, that shit was not for fun

And hopefully you know I did that shit because of how it was

I really hope this shit here get to, you trying to tell you how it is

As soon as you look up on that TV, they done murked somebody's kid

They done took somebody's life, they done took somebody's breath

None of these bullets got no names, don't be surprised when you're next

You gotta be smarter, my nigga, don't come outside if you tryna flex

Cause as soon as them niggas see you, they'll spray that drac across your chest

This is how I feel, this shit here get real

Hit you in your back and tap your head, they call that overkill

Nigga, I'm so for real