Sky Blue And Teal Lyrics

Sink back into my chair whenever I see him

It's not fair, I'll never be him

Why couldn't you just accept my character flaws

Now my mind's surrounded by noisy seas, and ravager wars

Now every time I sleep I start having thoughts

Every time I breathe I feel so lost

Every day I must live through is torture

Every place I go I wonder if I'm on the roster

Every idea that's productive, fails to foster

Every piece of work I finish, what's the product?

Why dear, mind near, failure, saviour

None in sight, some insight, could not find, it's not right

When I met you, I thought we had a connection

Then you had to go and steal my sense of direction

Life's meant to be walked with, with a partner

But you left your mark on it, and ruined the artwork

Don't leave me

Leave me like this

Don't leave me

To fight like this

I'll never recover but I'll cope

I'll never find another but I hope

That the hole in my heart will heal

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If it happened, it happened, I admit it

But why won't you just let me forget it?

Am I flashing, blinding, or plain invisible

If you drag my friend into it, it's not permissible

You exchanged letters with him the next time we met

And I didn't exist for you, so which one of us was the secret?

What did you do to our rituals?

Now I just get to keep the residuals

I stare in the face of the days and I say

I don't care, I'm unfazed, cuz another's on the way

But I can't, trust the fact, may not come, or it may

If I feel, I should quit, then I shall, I shall lay

Legacy, does it matter, destiny, what's the craze?

Bones rattle, skin shivers, heart pumps, muscles shake

Will I shatter, core of earth, or just lay, at the mantle

I'll just say, I was cursed, and I will quit if I can't handle so

Don't leave me

Leave me like this

Don't leave me

To fight like this

I'll never recover but I'll cope

I'll never find another but I hope

That the hole in my heart will heal

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Every day is blending into the next, it's not suitable

Cuz not every gradient is beautiful

Breaking hearts are your most salient feature

I can only do so much, but life's your biggest teacher

You said you was ruined. Show me where 

You got two shots and you blew it, it's only fair

But you landed up with him, why you crying?

You should be laughing every day by the way you lying

Every now and then you just greet me with silence

It spreads like venom - jealousy, defiance

I was just a little matchstick for you

For lighting your candle and be left alone and "blew"

To be thrown aside, forgotten and charred

Remains of a guy who's frozen and scarred

I still roam aimlessly, believe me,

My dreams still replay the words "don't leave me"

Don't leave me

Leave me like this

Don't leave me

To fight like this

I'll never recover but I'll cope

I'll never find another but I hope

That the hole in my heart will heal

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