bitter end Lyrics

I tried to learn to love the laughter

My dream is waiting for the bitter end

I've been killing time

Watching days go by

I gave up on my ever-after

I tried to learn to love the laughter

My dream is waiting for disaster

I've been killing time

Watching days go by

I gave up on my ever-after

Falling away

I told myself that I would keep up this pace

Two-timing now I'm calling the spade

Thought I was different but I'm running in place

The kids are playing while it's sunny and it's lethal

Me? I'm just killing myself slowly hitting key strokes

Got you wanting to die while you're barely alive

Don't be sorry, if you worry it comes faster

My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me

There's no way to fight it

I don't want to run from it

My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me

I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me

And now my vision is clear

Death is the God that I see here

Death's the only god that I believe in

(My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me)

My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me

There's no way to fight it

I don't want to run from it

My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me

I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me