ISTILL<3YOU Lyrics

I think a lot about myself as a child

That I was bullied, should have stood up for myself with a smile

Should have talked shit about them like they did to me, to put it mild

Should have talked to girls, but I ain't no pedophile

Should have made more friends, before I was exiled

Should have fixed things between people, reconcile

Hate the kid I once was, was kinda wild

I was weak and I'm still weak, bottom of the dog pile

At least now I have a front

But I realised if I did any of those things, I can't affront

If I went back in time and fixed every mistake I made in life, I must confront

Changed the course of my life and hit the blunt

I wouldn't be who I am today

Cause I think I love who I am today

So I still love that kid in me

When I say that, I see myself in the mirror with my imperfections to see

And he turns into the child version of myself I keep in a picture

He's in one of those red tubes on a Maccas playground, nice to meetcha

He's wearing a yellow Pooh the Bear shirt

His smile is so wide and pure, it would make your heart hurt

I can feel the love my parents had when they took that picture, they were extroverts

So I reach out and kiss that kid's head, I'm an introvert

My resting face looks like I'm on the verge of crying or screaming in fear

And it's true to who I am because I'm sad and scared or pretty near

I still love you everytime, yeah, take the high road, yeah

Is it still that special if the whole world is owed?

And you always chase it

You can't replace it, yeah, put those feelings away, yeah

I still love you everytime, through every word

Why can't we get along, yeah

My face has changed so much since I was a kid

Used to have a twinkle in my eyes under my eyelids

I used to be so happy

Even when I was bullied and feeling crappy, I thought it was a joke

I thought everyone went through the same thing even my daddy

I thought when I got depression, that everyone had it

And I had finally matured all sappy

Sadness was maturity, even though I was quite snappy

Suicide was maturity, that's why I started rapping

I didn't know if I was in the minority or the majority, don't at me

I still love you everytime, yeah, take the high road, yeah

Is it still that special if the whole world is owed?

And you always chase it

You can't replace it, yeah, put those feelings away, yeah

I still love you everytime, through every word

Why can't we get along, yeah

No one talked about their feelings, they hid it with jokes all crappy

I prayed to God to kill me because I was too weak to do it myself, the young laddie

And thank Lord I was so weak or I wouldn't be here today

I prayed to God to stop the punishment, there's not much to say

And it took a while but he answered my prayers

I don't know if he exists with the world as his town, and himself as the mayor

Cause if he does, I have a love-hate relationship with him and his childcare

But I think I should return my love to him, like I have done for myself, no tears to spare

I still love you everytime, yeah, take the high road, yeah

Is it still that special if the whole world is owed?

And you always chase it

You can't replace it, yeah, put those feelings away, yeah

I still love you everytime, through every word

Why can't we get along, yeah

I still love you everytime, yeah

When you're off the high road

When we get along, yeah

I still love you everytime

Don't you love it when I get into this sappy shit?

Should I go back to calling everyone a fatty bitch?

Anyone I insult, I do apologise

You're just caught in the crossfire, between the truth and lies

And we're wrapping up now, nearing the end of this song

Is there anything I can offer you, a joint, a hit of this bong?

If you think this verse is too long

Imagine how long your mother lasts all night long

Sorry if I offended you again

That's what happens when you pass me the pen

Let's get it on

Because like the song says, I still love you

You wouldn't mind, you would do it one more time

But there's no more music to come

Before you cut the line

Soon you could be right where she is

So go there right now, run if you can

Because she's waiting for you, with a lay of the land

In the darkness of that bedroom, with a radio bedside

You've fallen in love with yourself

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