7 (Julia) Lyrics

April showers don't always bring light

Endless tears and sleepless nights

It broke my soul watching you break yours

All the trauma couldn't handle anymore

And I'm sorry

I couldn't save you this time

And I'm sorry

For what you were dealt in your life

Candles raised up in the air

Your initials shining bright in the sky

People sharing stories

Too hard to say goodbye

Regrets hanging on from the past

Hurtful words through time

And oh how I hate myself

For the day I made you cry

Six years have now passed

And the memories still remain

A beautiful soul gone

But still here in every way

And I'm sorry

I couldn't save you this time

And I'm sorry

For what you were dealt in your life

And I'm sorry

You offered love and got hate

And I'm sorry

No one could understand your pain

When I lost you I lost a piece of myself

Shook me to to my core and I needed your help

Seeing demons in my sleep, they told me to peruse it

Trying every night, I was too weak to do it

I wanted to join you in the land of the unknown

Praying to your name if there's a God he never showed

Never forget the night you came into my dream

Showed me what it meant to truly live and be free

Some people don't believe in the afterlife

But I've talked to you too much that they can't be right

That pink hoodie on you when you waited at my locker

Straight from the hospital and I was who you stopped for

Put you on Chance, had you singing 'Ultralight Beam'

We were gonna go to his show, live out our dream

Screaming every lyric, juke jam and everything else

Fuck, why'd you have to leave before we lived this one out

Birthday still don't hit the same

Me, you, and Tone 28, 29, and 30th

Now me and tone alone, our day is your day

It's for the best you're celebrated more than one I'd say

And I'm sorry

I couldn't save you this time

And I'm sorry

For what you were dealt in your life

Shoutout Tim for bringing God into my life

Made me realize I believed the whole time

I was praying every night

Praying that you found peace

Praying that you were happy and that you protect me

No one understood what you meant to me

My father didn't get it, he was dead to me

The way I love you more than most family

Save each other, but that night you wouldn't answer me

And I'm sorry

I couldn't save you this time

And I'm sorry

For what you were dealt in your life

And I'm sorry

You offered love and got hate

And I'm sorry

No one could understand your pain

Your light shines amongst us all

Your light shines amongst us all

Julia

Julia

Julia

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Have grace in God

Have grace in God

Julia

Julia

Your light shines amongst us all

Your light shines amongst us all

Have grace in god, oh Julia