Goin Thru Lyrics

Just talk to pops, now I see that he still holdin' on

The things I say, I gotta watch, they wanna picture me wrong

The only thing I'm wishin' for is heaven, havin' a phone

I'll call you instead of me, still here, bein' all alone

But tell me, I swear it's hard for me just to stand up

Don't care about what they say, mama taught me never give a fuck

But since you passed, ain't gon' lie, I feel like that I'm outta luck

My head down, they said, lil' boy, you should pick your head up

But heads up, never win, I used to take a loss

I made a promise to myself, I can't stop till I'm the boss

I can't sleep at night, in my bed, I just turn and talk

With all this pain that's in me, I just wish that I could sleep it off

I wanna go somewhere, and gon' have my own vacation

I just be doin' me, they think I'm bad, they just mistaken

If you don't like me, I got a dream that I be chasin

I know they hate me, but you in my face, that showin' me that you really fakin

I know they hate me too be honest I never asked to be here

You see the pain in my eyes and I ain't shed a tear

I'm wishin' that you here, it's like a car, I can't control and steer

It's feelin' like you here, it's really feelin' like your presence there

Yeah, still tryin' to change

I'm doin' it all on my own, it's hard to maintain

All this I'm sayin', can you just say the same thing

I'm still lookin' for peace, it's gettin' hard for me to stand inside my lane

Don't care about what they say, you can really call me lame

I'm tryin' to be a man, don't talk about him and what's his name

It hurts to exhale, I'm inhalin' in all this pain

Go the other way, I'd rather get wetter up in the rain

What my momma say it's stays stuck it's stuck up in my brain

I just sit back and watch how you niggas change

I'm just doin' the same thing, I'm too bored, just do anything

Don't let it in your head, most definitely, don't change for the fame

I know what's good, I know what's good for my soul

I won't never forget you, even if I do, just go grow old

And if I do, I'ma get a Range Rover and a Rolls

That's me and my momma favorite car, now everybody gotta know (They gotta know)

I wanna go somewhere, and gon' have my own vacation

I just be doin' me, they think I'm bad, they just mistaken

If you don't like me, I got a dream that I be chasin

I know they hate me, but you in my face, that showin' me that you really fakin

Just talk to pops, now I see that he still holdin' on

The things I say, I gotta watch, they wanna picture me wrong

The only thing I'm wishin' for is heaven, havin' a phone

I'll call you instead of me, still here, bein' all alone

But tell me, I swear it's hard for me just to stand up

Don't care about what they say, mama taught me never give a fuck

But since you passed, ain't gon' lie, I feel like that I'm outta luck

My head down, they said, lil' boy, you should pick your head up

But heads up, never win, I used to take a loss

I made a promise to myself, I can't stop till I'm the boss

I can't sleep at night, in my bed, I just turn and talk

With all this pain that's in me, I just wish that I could sleep it off

I wanna go somewhere, and gon' have my own vacation

I just be doin' me, they think I'm bad, they just mistaken

If you don't like me, I got a dream that I be chasin

I know they hate me, but you in my face, that showin' me that you really fakin