Half Alive Lyrics

Sleep schedule is messy

Go to bed at 4:30 in the afternoon

When I get up, feel dizzy, and blue

No one's there with me

The car ride was silent

Sometimes silence is more powerful than words

But the stares shared were violent, and heard

Even though it was quiet

Doctor, I feel trapped inside my head

Doctor, what will happen when I'm dead

Doctor, do you think they'll miss the old me

Doctor, I feel sick and stuck and sad

Doctor, I don't want to be a dad

Doctor, do you hear what I'm saying

I feel half alive

Is it time to say goodbye

There's nothing up there in the sky

Nothin' to do but cry

Yeah I feel half alive

They said, don't worry

But then they told me this will change the course of your life

As my vision went blurry, I cried

How hard is it to be there for me

Sometimes I wonder

What would happen if I just stopped saying anything at all

It always goes under, and I fall

Is this what I get for trying to be the kid that you wanted

Doctor, I feel trapped inside my head

Doctor, what will happen when I'm dead

Doctor, do you think they'll miss the old me

Doctor, I feel sick and stuck and sad

Doctor, I don't want to be a dad

Doctor, do you hear what I'm saying

I feel half alive

Is it time to say goodbye

There's nothing up there in the sky

Nothin' to do but cry

Yeah I feel half alive