Seasonal Depression ft. Kastra Lyrics

Look, used to prefer the winter cold, it left me numb to the world

It's so much harder to see tears fall when they instantly froze

I wish for summers filled with snow, but now my parents getting old, I see their joints

Hurt

I'll take the heat to let them indulge

Spent too much money filling holes I thought were emptied when those

Expectations never met, I shouldn't dwell, yeah I know

But how you wrestle with regret, the scoreboard look one

I'm trying to come to terms with sickness as my people get on

Ain't scared of Armageddon, I'm scared of losing all my feeling when this armour get

On

Last year I lost a couple people, thought my heart would get on, but learnt it doesn't

You really just start dealing, hope that feeling even partially gone

Sometimes I have to pause to catch myself

Mum lost her best friend, I lost my first love, and Steven lost a battle with his mental

I wish I could've been there every time, me too, but think I'll never get the chance again

I hope this winter's harder than yeah