Stuck in a Hole Lyrics

My tongue should fall for all the lies I've said

All of those times I could have done better

The weight on my shoulder's is bigger every day

I've been holding on for so long

I can't stand it anymore

The sun is going down like it always should

And I don't want to fade just like it does

Am I my own enemy

I'm tired of being a fucking shame

How can I stop this

´cause I stuck in a hole a dug myself

What the fuck is wrong with me

All those mistakes that I have made

I should have been sorry

I pushed away the ones who cared about me

This inner violence never ends

My misery gets along with my agony

My fate is fucking cursed

I can't stand it anymore

I need to find a way to swing back to shore

But I don't want to drown all alone

Am I my own enemy

Put the rope

Around my neck

I'm begging please

Make it end

I won't go trough this all by myself

I need you here, I need help

'cause I'm stuck in a hole a dug myself

What the fuck is wrong with me

All those mistakes that I have made

I should have been sorry

But I'm done living like someone else

Help me be me

Fuck it I'm tired of trying

I will be a defeat of society

And if you're trying to help me

I will swallow you up in my misery

In my misery