Secondhand Smoke Lyrics

Feeling sick over the this then there's nothing at all

Bite my tongue; push it down til there's no one at fault

Put the blame on myself, so that I'll take the fall

(Breath) in all of the epiphany

(Breath) out the moment then it's gone again

Ive see how the way it can change everything

Cause I'm so numb

I can feel in my bones

This is all wrong

And I need to let go

But I hold on, to some kind of hope

I'm choking on the secondhand smoke

I feel it all inside my mind

I'm wasting all this precious time

I try, can't swallow the feeling

I keep getting sick from the place I've been healing

Happy endings, wear my skin and soul on my bare sleeves, and they swallow me whole

So I jump in will I ever learn

Cause I'm so numb

I can feel in my bones

This is all wrong

And I need to let go

But I hold on, to some kind of hope

I'm choking on the secondhand smoke

Breath in and breath out)(breath in right now)

I can't sleep, cause I'm still fighting demons

Forgive me, cause I was only human

So I ran free , and I'd do it again

Cause I'm so numb

I can feel in my bones

This is all wrong

And I need to let go

But I hold on, to some kind of hope

I'm choking on the secondhand smoke

I can't escape this town, and I know all too well it'll drag me down, I choose a different hell

But It's too late for me, and I gotta go

Before I choke