Lost Ones Lyrics

I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, pour out a little for you, cause you gone

Sometimes I sit till the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call, prayers to God it's a homicide

I remember the call, uncle Arnold to his nephew Lamar

I'm in Texas because Katrina, but my flight is booked, rushed to the airport

Grandma stared across the street, I can't believe you died

Crossed the street from Josie, walking in that FEMA trailer

Witnessing all the blood around it

I knew that day from my fate, so much death around me

So when I touch down, I sit on Josie's porch with the hope you come around

I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, pour out a little for you, cause you gone

Sometimes I sit till the sun rise, looking at my phone, Hoping you would call

My auntie Phaedra and I are connected

How she hurt for Keisha, I hurt for that nigga

I knew that day I'll kill over family members

Before the flight took off, back to Texas,

The smell I remember

I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, pour out a little for you, cause you gone

Sometimes I sit till the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call, prayers to God

I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, pour out a little for you, cause you gone

Sometimes I sit till the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call

Dear Butch, you made my sister happy

You gave me a nephew, you made beats for me to rap to

She wouldn't have the life she have now if she didn't have you

Call me peanut when I didn't listen, rapping intermission

My prom me and Justin taking pictures, you gave me a key to the whip

Put a gun in the glove box, say use it or just leave it there

This life ain't fair, but really real

I wonder if my grandfather didn't die at 21 in Vietnam

And both my dad and father lost they moms

I sacrifice time since my youth

Chasing words to express feelings I can say now

My anger the same, but I can communicate it now

Through therapy, tackle my trauma, eyes forward never head down

I take your feelings in consideration

I just sit and not say shit

It's only cause I love you, I don't want you to think I hate you

I chose to walk a different path

After Uncle Dutt died, ain't no coming back

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I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, Pour out a

Little for you cause you gone

Sometimes I sit til the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call, prayers to God

I smell gunpowder, inhale weed smoke, Pour out a

Little for you cause you gone

Sometimes I sit til the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call

Sometimes I sit til the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call

Sometimes I sit til the sun rise, looking at my phone

Hoping you would call