PARALYZED Lyrics

I'm paralyzed inside, I try to hide it

I realize that I just lie to myself

Got too high last night to forget about it

I can't forget about it

I'm tired of leaving my friends on read

Truth is I can't leave my bed

I'm a fuck up, but I'm learning that I"m perfectly imperfect

I'm fighting a war inside my head

Some things are better left unsaid

So now I'm tracing all the fault lines in my heart

I'm always falling apart, into pieces

While you're just leaving all your love scars

Shooting stars are meant to burn from the start

Into pieces

Minds can change when hearts are bleeding

Woah oh oh ohh

I thought I had it all figured out

But I fucked it up by myself

Like I always do

Woah oh oh ohh

Always hated asking for help

So I keep it all to myself

Like I always do

Finger on the trigger, Loaded up gun

Testing my luck, I'm playing for fun

Ohh ohh

I'll chase the problems I can't outrun

Woah oh oh ohh

I Thought I had it all figured out, but I fucked it up by myself

Like I always do

I?m terrified, and too tired to sympathize it

I undermine my own life and lie to myself

I'll bite my tongue and I'll salt the wound, and sterilize it

Now all my idols are depressed or dead, I need help

I'm tired of leaving my friends on read

Truth is I can't leave my bed

I'm a fuck up, but I'm learning that I'm perfectly imperfect

I'm fighting a war inside my head

Some things are better left unsaid

So now I'm tracing all the fault lines in my heart

I'm always falling apart, into pieces

While you're just leaving all your love scars

Shooting stars are meant to burn from the start

Into pieces

Minds can change when hearts are bleeding

Woah oh oh ohh

I thought I had it all figured out

But I fucked it up by myself

Like I always do

Woah oh oh ohh

Always hated asking for help

So I keep it all to myself

Like I always do

Finger on the trigger, Loaded up gun

Testing my luck, I'm playing for fun

Ohh ohh

I'll chase the problems I can't outrun

Woah oh oh ohh

I thought I had it all figured out

But I fucked it up by myself

Like I always do

I'm paralyzed inside, I try to hide it

I realize that I just lie to myself