Meantime Lyrics

I've been hustlin' all day, hustlin' all night

Tryna make a livin' and they givin' me the side eye

It's like somethin' doesn't feel right

I'm still ballin' in the meantime

Lately I've been wreckin' my brain, tryna stay sane

Old friends switchin' on me, said that I changed

Sad that these niggas just love to keep shit the same

I leveled up, hopin' to celebrate with the team

Guess nowadays niggas can't see you with nice things

Cause niggas got agendas, and be all inside they feelings

Hopin' you drop the ball, but tell you that you just killed it

But niggas don't be hatin' at all, you let them tell it

It hit deeper when it be your people

Sayin' one thing, but whole time be a demon

So if you makin' moves, you bet not leak them

And if you gettin' close, you bet not speak

Cause niggas be like straight dogs, hungry without no leashes

They just eat you

The views ain't the same no more on family meaning

Can't seem to hold it together like bad adhesives

Thanksgiving pull up for plates and then they leavin

They say that they real, but don't come close to me

Just gotta leave them behind back in that rear view

You can do the talk all you want, they still don't hear you

Don't know just what to make of it

All I know is it's lessons that I can take from this

This shit be so crazy, it's insidious

Blowing up relations over silly shit

The dots not connecting

I guess not being real is a profession

You creepin' deep in the field, watch where you stepping

Things will never ever be the same

I've been reminiscing on them old days

The feeling was so bliss when I ain't know things

Ain't no going back to them old ways

Empty promises really make me sick to my stomach

I feel like vomiting

Niggas who ain't all the way healed projecting fear

Really they just scared for they self, let that be clear

And while they throwing shade, the sun's shining over here

In the journey I found promise so I'm patient with the process

Didn't make it this far without hurdles blocking the progress

No need for all the sprinting, we just jogging

On they side, they just talking

I've been hustling all day, hustling all night

Trying to make a living and they giving me the side eye

It's like something doesn't feel right

I'm still balling in the meantime