if you need me, don't call me! Lyrics

The hardest part of dying

Is the trying part

Kill the lights just like a push to start

I think we went to far

Hold my hand

Walk down the boulevard

Please don't look at my scars

Self conscious obnoxious

Toxins intoxicated through my heart

I've been feeling like you robbed me

Like you took something that's mine

I've been feeling like a copy of a clone

That wasn't mine

Need to find myself again

But I've been running out of time

You Used to wanna try to love me

Now you don't wanna try

I've seen it all before

And now im rotted to the core

Steady tweaking on the floor

you don't want me anymore

Our love was feeling forced

Cuz you entrusted in a corpse

You musta seen that part of me

That everyone else ignored

If you need me

Don't call me

I'll be busy balling

And missing your company

Hey

By the way

If you have something to say

You can hit me with a page

Without a picture of your face

The hardest part of crying

Is the hiding part

Close my eyes

And tell me lies

Inside your arms

Can't say that I'm alarmed

Thought you coulda loved me

know that loving me is hard

What the fuck is going in with me

Tell her ask your tarot cards

Hey

Hold me closer

Let's pretend likes it's not over

Run me over

With the Lincon

And a drink up in your coaster

Did I know her

Thought I knew her

Thought that I could see right through her

I knew there was a catch

And I still took the fucking louer

I don't want this anymore

She said i scarier than gore

She

said that I'm a red flag

What the fuck you here for

Then

Tell me that you love me

But then say that we're forbidden

Beg me not to hate you

Then give me a fucking reason

If you need me

Don't call me

I'll be busy balling

And missing your company

Hey

By the way

If you have something to say

You could pull up to my place

And say it to my face