Is it a bad things they throw dirt on my name

All of this money and I keep going through pain

I know I'm gifted but I'm cursed at the same time

Them niggas ask me where I'm from, shit I'm gon' bang mine

I need to drop to my knees and pray, know it been a minute

But I'm afraid to talk to God cause I'm still out here sinning

Better than my father was, that's what I plan to be

Appreciate the hard times, it made a man of me

Like, why the hell face wasn't the one sitting in my ride

Do this shit sober, ain't got sip when I slide

Some people try to blame me for some homies that done die

If I was the one shooting you would've been the first person who died

But I can't change the fact, can't bring my nigga Face or a Boe back

Would've told Jay to shoot first cause you might not get the chance to blow back

Wish I would've gave him a ride, then he probably wouldn't have died on that side

Lil bro he was my guy, would've put him by my side on these flights

Is it a Bad thing they throw dirt on my name

All of this money and I keep going through pain

I know I'm gifted but I'm cursed at the same time

Them niggas ask me where I'm from, shit I'm gon' bang mine

I need to drop to my knees and pray, know it been a minute

But I'm afraid to talk to God cause I'm still out here sinning

Better than my father was, that's what I plan to be

Appreciate the hard times, it made a man of me