Misdirected Lyrics

Lately I've been trying to stay positive

I've been trying to flush out all the negativity that the world loves to give you

There's too much hate and too much pride and absolutely no love

Just be true to yourself man, don't listen to all the lies

Stay quiet just a little while I'm speaking

I was working no parties on the weekends

I was trying to find peace, couldn't reach it

I was dealing with depression off the deep end

Cause all these insecurities, way too early

Weighing down my chest

And really what is hurting me is that I'm purposely selling my time to death

What if I missed out

Will my homies ever label me a fake now

Had way less ups than I did downs

I'm just trying to be a man with a new sound

I'm just trying to work hard till I make it out

People always telling me to just chill out

Listen to my music now they got chills

Now I can't stop, now I can't stop now

What if time took the essence of me

Then misdirect it on me

I write a record for me

Then go and rec life for me

Ain't no one checking on me

Just thinking lesser of me

Just want a happy story

Is that life just not for me

Pull up the drive, turn the key, fab off

Dark in the night, put the E-line on

Walk in the class, same T-shirt on

Counting down the days till Ill be alone

Graduation

Almost at school, congratulations

Better get a job and stop the waiting

If the music ain't moving then why is you staying

That's a good question

And it's one I still haven't found answers for

Am I getting tested

Or is it really something that I can't afford

Between me and my life

Is that really a thing that I have to decide

I'm getting tired

But the more that I wait I'm okay with the silence

What if time took the essence of me

Then misdirect it on me

I write a record for me

Then go and rec life for me

Ain't no one checking on me

Just thinking lesser of me

Just want a happy story

Is that life just not for me

Is that life just not for me

Is that life just not for me

Will I ever find myself

I'll be misdirected