Bipolar Lyrics

Thinking, I've been thinking bout my life, as I lie awake

Thinking, I've been thinking is it right, if it's for my sake

Blinking, I've been shrinking at the soul, and it cannot take

Any more of this, I've had enough, making my heart ache

Waiting for the moment where I win, waiting for the day

Hating on the person that I've been, can you go away

Skating on the ice it's super thin, hoping it don't break

Hoping that one day it'll be nice, it'll go my way

How can I be thriving on my own, living all alone

Got you calling on my phone, hear the tone yeah

Getting my problems, throw em outta sight

Try to react, but I guess im not flight

Went to the left but I know I was right

Carry the song using all of my might

Get straight to the point when I walk in (what)

Straight up; hall of fame in the top ten (yes sir)

Have beef for the fun, then I drop them (yes sir)

Call a locksmith, because I'm locked in (ay)

Chef in the kitchen, the beat is still cooking

I mastered the art I got all of em looking

I firmly stay planted I mastered the footing

The beat is bipolar, switching from the hook and I

Thinking bout my Future, it isn't good for my state of mind

When my Life is Good I'd run it back like 100 times

Go back to a place where I was living inside my prime

Go back to a place where we were good, back when you were mine

What could I do at this point if all I wanna do is run

Used to be pathetic now I find it just a little fun

Finishing the race I'm pushing through it until it is done

Thought you were my only and was thinking that you were the one

Drop on my knees

I need help can you please

Keep it consistent and do it with ease

drew my emotions in the falling leaves

Drew my emotions enjoying the breeze (Brees)

Not like a qb, life is a movie

Red like a ruby, flow getting groovy

I cannot stay if you just wanna use me

I cannot leave if you're scared that you'll lose me

Losing myself

Spending the wealth

Got 55 on the shelf, LV

Nobody else, is in my sights

No there is nobody else but me

Why am I feeling this way

Remember me before I fade away

Watch it decay

I know the beat is bipolar I guess it had something to say