Peace ft. sam loring Lyrics

Sitting in a room empty with a pencil

Feeling all alone usually when I'm with you

Are you even here or is this the Devil in you?

Feeling like I matter doesn't matter when he riding with you

Wasn't all bad cause we had some times

Wouldn't call em good since they end in fights

You made me meet the law sooner than I'd like

And maybe it was God watching me tryna save my life

Thank heaven He did, cause I was just a kid

Hopefully He sees that, I know He forgives

But I worry more for you I pray away your sins

Even though your faith is gone Dad I'm still your kid so

You never should've acted that way

I guess it wasn't your fault but I perceived that way

You lost your own Dad at an early age then you tried to get away

I can't imagine how you felt on that day

Like Did you get a call? Or was it you that saw?

Did he leave a note that said I love you all?

I know there ain't an answer

Suicidal thoughts happen to me too

All that pain written on the walls

Not sure if I forgive you

But I'm working through it

And ditch that thug life

Cause that shit is stupid

Pray to the Lord that you find your way cause your life has worth

And please don't stop until that point is proven

This time I'll find my Peace

This time I'll find my Peace

This time I'll find my Peace

This time I'll find my Peace

Mom you had a hard life know it wasn't easy

You lost your Dad too soon as you conceived me

Guess he didn't approve of that typa dude

But you never packed your bags never thought to leave me

It feels like I owe you my life

How did we mess it up?

Did it start with my wife?

Or when i slang drugs?

Did we mess up your life?

Could've used a hug

But you went out every night and I

Heard you took it hard when your papa left

He was everything to you, he was heaven sent

Only have a vivid memory he was smiling while he looked at me

Held me high above that head of his

Not sure if I forgive you

But I'm working through it

Can't ever seem to please you

Shouldn't need to prove it

Seems like somewhere down the line

We were left behind

I'm hopin that you find

What ever it is that you're pursuing

I been lookin for the light

I been prayin tryna find

An escape from my mind

There's nowhere to hide

Don't know if I'm alright

But imma win this fight

The universe is on my side

I'll try, I'll try, I'll try

Father, Father, send it down

The lost love that must be found

I'm praying out loud

Cause I know

This time I'll find my Peace

This time I'll find my Peace

This time I'll find it

This time I'll find it

This time I'll find my Peace