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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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Do you ever look back and just question what you were thinking

Past mistakes really got me praying for some wisdom

Endeavouring to glean it as I'm reading through the scriptures

But I'm a hypocrite if it don't change the way I'm living

A lot of things I wish I did, a lot I wish I didn't

A lot of situations that I wish I handled different

Lot of issues, lot of things that I kept hidden

I've caused a lot of pain, most of it was self-inflicted

I've fallen short, made a lot of wrong decisions

But every one's a lesson, if we ever choose to listen

Led to me being different, now I'm here to make a difference

In this business, keep it real, though they'd rather hear some fiction

Yeah they'd rather listen to a rapper bragging about their money

And the women, new bugatti, but it really don't mean nothing

When your mental health declines and you're falling down a spiral

Chasing all the things that could never satisfy you

What if success isn't how you would define it

What's more important is what we got inside us

The devil's selling lies out here and everybody's buying

You don't need to be religious to be worshipping your idols

Tryna get this in your head like a bullet to the brain

On mics I am a killer, everyday you know I prey

Pray you recognise the stakes with the message I convey

And please don't take offense cause this is just my take


Look, there's power in imagination

These the kind of times when our minds need calibrating

When society will claim it excels in toleration

But if you beg to differ, they ain't givers, they're just takers

Might exchange a couple words but can't start a conversation

Don't support the way they live then you're a target for their hatred

As for me I do my thing, regardless of what they're saying

You can leave it or take it, either way I make the statement

Because for too long I've been quiet, suffering in silence

Victories in public but my struggles are in private

Like David in the bible, praised when he slayed Goliath

But ain't nobody see when he was saving sheep from lions

And when I'm facing trials, tend to keep it to myself

Pray to God for help but I don't ask no one else

Stand alone like Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego

Me, myself and I but in the fire I'm not on my own

And I'm dealing with the pain now

Tears I've shed ought to be enough to put these flames out

While striving for a better me, the irony is how much anxiety

It took to get over my fear of therapy

But life's a race and you know I stay running

Shooting for the moon, yeah you know I stay gunning

I look up to the sky and I know my day's coming

As I'm patiently waiting, man I had to say something

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