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Yea

Do remember when we first first first first met

Kiss touch flirt and gave me head

Text eachother til we went to bed

Woke up and we textin more again

Askin bout my music and my plans

I picked you up and held you in my hands

Played it cool but told you in advance

That I ain't lookin for another friend

No

I want you all to myself

I even went and told my mom about ya

Even went and wrote a song about ya

Even made you a poster with pictures of both us cuz I couldn't go to my prom without ya

And you said yes

And you said yes

I like this

I like this

I like this

I cant lie

I like this

I like this

I like this

I cant lie

No I cant lie

I cant lie

No I cant lie

No

I made you mine by the start of may

Just feelings, no playin games

Fast forward like 20 days

And we're in my backseat celebrating

Find your eyes you were hesitating

Forming words but you said it plainly…

"I love you"

That statement forever changed me And then I

I told you about how my parents split

I told you all about my own shit

I opened up like "I don't give a fuck"

But it meant the world when you owned it

I struggled for so so long

And you're the only one that knows it

I thank you for your open heart

I'm still thankful to this very moment

Yeah

Then summer came and I went away

When I got back it's like nothing changed

Saw you for a week, didn't skip a day

Let's skip a month

Working weekends I got dates to fund

Lets hit the city, did it more than once

Girl you get me high no facing blunts

But you by my side look what we become

On standby til you opened up

Once you did I gave you all my love

It's not my place to say what you've faced

But you're so brave and I hope you know

I'm so proud of you

Yea I'm so proud of you

Life kept moving with you by my side

But that sparkle in your eyes

I could tell part of it died

I hated every moment you would look at other guys

But realized it wasn't healthy to control so I tried

But we just lead different lives

School year start and

I would worry and act jaded

Fakin all tough but I was actually mad anxious

And everytime I showed it I felt shame its

Not healthy to feel that way its

Not healthy to make you change

But I did that shit anyways

And I'm sorry the way it played I'm sorry

October came around, I made the basket that you wanted

Shoes, mugs, candles, and a flannel from target

You got me a basket too, I could tell it's from the heart it's

Truely nice to see how you supported me as an artist

My granny passed that month, you were there with me through the hardest

But later that same week the worst fight we've had got started

About some clown that's tryna come to your party

And you had no self respect in the way you responded

It's deeper than that, but not as deep as I made it

I drove you home and told you that we should take a break and trace back mistakes we were makin

You cried in my arms and your father saw your voice shaking

I turned off my phone and hit the studio until the next day and by then the situation had elevated

Never the less, we were back to loving like a week later

But resentment had gotten through

There's gaps between me and you

And we're back doing nothing new

Fighting bout the same things we always do

But resentment had gotten through

There's gaps between me and you

And we're back doing nothing new

Fighting bout the same things we always do

But resentment had gotten through

There's gaps between me and you

And we're back doing nothing new

Fighting bout the same things we always do

And in hindsight

In hindsight look

I wasn't comfortable with who I was

I depended on you for love

And couldn't believe your trust

I almost left you more than once

For reasons that were just dumb

I hate the partner I've become

I set high standards for you

But my standards for me wasn't enough

Like fuck am I doing talkin bout your outfits like I should even have a say

I just saw you blossom and was worried you about you not wanting to stay

Like the beautiful flower you became

Would get blown with the wind and drift away

Life works in funny ways

Because at the end of the day

That's exactly what happened but it was me who was the wind

Faithful

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

You broke up with me over text the week of my finals

I made a whole 10 songs for you and had it put onto vinyl

It was the nicest thing ive done for anyone in my life ever

But like weather, fallin in love is a vicious cycle

You won't ever get to hear some of those tracks I made for you

Some are on this record but the deep cuts gon stay in the vault forever

Damn

You made me cry in front of my momma

That won't happen again tho

You're both angels but she actually knows how to be gentle

I asked for a phone call, and you said just send it over text

Guess what happened next

3 days passed and you just couldn't stand neglect

So youre out with a guy, tryna replace my attention

With a ginger kid so skinny ribs are showing through his shitty fit

Okay his style is decent but I was best dressed

I saw him the next day when I was out with a friend

I hope he ain't relay it as something that wasn't true

I would never rebound first month, I have too much respect for you

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

I went on my first first date in a long long time

But it ain't you across that table from me

It ain't you that talkin crazy honey

It ain't you that's gonna say you love me

It ain't you that's getting all touchy

Kissing sloppy, all on top me,

Tryna undress, but I don't need another body

so I confess that im seeing somebody

when really I'm not

I'm faithful to no one

But no one don't want me

And no one despise me

And no one wouldn't give a fuck if I was dying

I know cuz I tried

Sent a text to your line

But no one was busy

She was checkin her eyes

Like there's nothing to see in me

Please have some decency

Easily one of the easiest reasons

To be with me

Is the same reason you ended up leaving me

I love too hard

But it's not just love

My love was insecure

Partially immature

And rarely ever pure

I now see the inherent flaws within myself

The same flaws that withered away the sparkle in your eye

The same flaws that made me just another guy

And the same flaws that made you look at me and decide you wouldn't want me in your life

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

I'm healing

I'm healing from your love

You're probably dancing with him to a song that I wrote

I turned off the tv put down the remote

Cuz checkin up on you what hurt me the most

I don't mean to brag or boast

But my life's been lookin up ever since you went ghost

I know some of these verses sound salty

But I've come to terms with our parting

The thought of you being happy is calming

Even if its with a new prince charming

I respect you beyond belief, you're the strongest woman I know

I thank you for breaking up with me, it was an opportunity to grow

I love your family too, they were never nothing but wonderful

On nights where my house wasn't home yall made me feel comfortable, thank you

All of this goes to say

If I could relive this past year I would do it all the same

You can use me as an excuse, I'll take all of the blame

I'm admitting to my wrongs with the hope that you're okay

I want to see your prosper, I gave you so much of my life

I know we're not together but I would never live in spite

Never give in twice

I'm still here for you on any given night

I'm forgiven right?

Even if not I'm still livin right

All this to say

Despite all adversity I really want you to know

That your numbers never blocked inside of my phone

So if anyone lays hands on you or even comes close

I don't care if I'm across the globe or just down the road

Give me a call and I'll do anything take this as an oath

Take this as an oath

Thank you