Talkin' to Myself Lyrics

I built up a shell to fight off the elements

I promised myself that I wouldn't let anyone else in

I've been going through hell just to feel like I'm something

Yeah the last time you saw me, my heart it stopped pumping

You left me standing in the cold on the side of the road

It took me three city buses to find my way home

It hadn't always been like that

Yeah, I guess you never know when it's gonna implode

Only took a couple hours, packed your stuff and you're gone

Who knew it'd be so fast

I'm saying I don't need you, no

Saying I don't feel too low

Say it's easy to let go

I'm talking to myself 'cause since you left, I've just been on my own

Trying to find where I went wrong and pinpoint the moment

If it'd fix it to take fault, you know that I'd own it

Blame it on my wandering hands

Never know why I couldn't handle

Learning lessons where I should have said apologies

You left me standing in the cold on the side of the road

It took me three city buses to find my way home

It hadn't always been like that

I'm saying I don't need you, no

Saying I don't feel too low

Say it's easy to let go

I'm talking to myself 'cause since you left, I've just been on my own

Feels like I'm bottoming out

With you, my head's in the clouds

I'm falling not looking down

But I'm falling

Feels like I'm bottoming out

That's what I'm telling myself

That's what I'm telling myself

I'm saying I don't need you, no

I'm saying I don't feel too low

Say it's easy to let go

I'm talking to myself 'cause since you left, I've just been on my own