19 Lyrics

I'm almost 19 now

How do I feel this lost

Those nights without you

Made me realize I was

Dreaming bout a future

Until it was gone

What's next is a question

I don't know what I want

You knew the whole time

How the talking made me feel

Said he's just a friend

And all I saw it wasn't real

I knew it wasn't true

But thought that I would just deal

Had to take a lot of time

So that I could heal

I guess it was a different feeling

When we first met

Now I'm gone and

I want you out of my head

I still think of when your feelings

they were first dead

Running searching for answers

While my whole heart bled

You completely changed

(you completely changed)

All those plans we made

(all those plans we made)

You were so afraid

(you were so afraid)

It still makes me think

(it still makes me think)

I hate the way you make me feel like

I could never change

and be the same guy I was yesterday

I never thought I'd write a

Song about my pain then farewell came

It's hard for me now because I've seen the

side of you who broke me down but also

built me up It's all so different now and

I'll just wait a little longer for you