Made Me the Villian Lyrics

You wouldn't know what I live in 24 hours

This kind of pressure on your shoulders you'd crumble and cowar

The kind of pressure on my shoulders that made me a diamond

I keep it love all around till they taking what's ours

I can't even derail myself from this higher road

And I'm not taking bout the envy cause it comes in loads

So they get mad and they tellin the town I'm a lair

But they don't talk about the thousands of kids I inspired

Took so many knives out my back this is more than just tired

Envy in they eyes and they mad I ain't getting excited

Until I'm with my self not to be conceded but I know I'm good

Hard to even Fathom how much I'm misunderstood

Sacrifice for you but yet you still don't understand

Act like I'm the bottom so you look like you the better man

I'm stone cold cause I'd crumble if I let 'em in

They'd rather lie before they see me for who I am

The only thing I'm letting in is the spirit of Jesus

We tried to let in close friends and they tried to defeat us

My mirror almost made me cry when it was stone cold

Demonic spirits show their presence and I pray about it

There's something swimming in my veins nothing to say about it

My everyday just ain't the everyday reality

I'm not whining it's just hard to face the gravity

My spirit erk em they just see me and they mad at me

Like I'm not flesh and bone too it's really sad to see

Sounds like I'm talking like I'm famous

But how could I even fake this

Look at my insta you'll see the jealousy

1000 people 995 ignoring me

8000 people only 50 goin acknowledge me

But we collectively conscious it doesn't bother me

It's just hard to face reality

They went and robbed me and I went and took the higher road

800 thousand dollar debt that's just what know one knows

I talked to Jesus till this date that's still my lowest blow

And all the silence made them think I gave up on my goals

My life been real so I wake up and just get realer

40 thousands last two quarters gotta get focused

Bet the cops think ima dope dealer

But that only makes my scope clearer

Wanted abundance of the Benjamin's

Now I want abundance of my energy

Everyday I try to put 'em on

But yea I'm just a man so I could be wrong

Now that we're here, dropping the 26th, I got something I wanna say

All love