Orange Bottles Lyrics

Sometimes I feel justified

Crying, cause my daddy died

I'm just trying not to feel inside

But I think about him all the time

There's this friend I used to fuck

It destroyed my sense of trust

But we still talk nearly everyday

I think I'll always feel ashamed

My orange bottles sit and judge

Every time you say you love me

And when I think that I'm enough

You come back and disrupt me

My husband thinks that I'm strong

How can I tell him he's wrong

I guess I'll just have to play along

And convince him that I'm still fun

Somehow my friends still don't know

I'm the butt of all their jokes

That's what I heard the last time they spoke

But I try to keep it from being shown

My orange bottles sit and judge

Every time you say you love me

And when I think that I'm enough

You come back and disrupt me

Ask and I will set you free

It's clear that you would make a better me

You've convinced me, I think it's great

How you humble me with things I hate

Sometimes I feel justified

Crying, cause my daddy died

Are my thoughts are even legitimized

'Cause they still take me by surprise