Seals Lyrics

So many things that I cannot tell you

Unintentional memories that I dwell too

None of them treasuries I can sell true

Dark accessories haunting me, I'm in hell's view

So I had to grow up (Grow up)

Mentally sick, my mind had to throw up (Throw up)

Menacing, my thoughts they had to blow up

Wasn't ready for the world but had to show up

Everybody love their mama

While I'm out here pointing fingers 'cause of family drama

Family home need love support, meeme say, "Floor is lava"

Period, I love the money, need another comma

If I can't trust my mother, you don't stand a chance

Snowballing my distrust, I cause an avalanche

Flooding all my business, keep your olive branch

No more Neverland

My whole life

That's how much time it takes to heal

My design

I think I forgot the seals

How long can anyone keep a lock on?

Or hold your breath like Louis Armstrong

Trying to stay woke before you knock off

Lock up the safe and pray you die

Only so much room in a finite mind

Find a true soul or you die like mine

Roots real deep so they rise up high

Walls grow thick I find

I'm getting claustrophobic

Noose on my neck I'm less aerobic

Thorns on the rope they're growing so thick

But you can't tell I'm hella stoic

I have cluttered my life with demons

Suicidal thoughts, they give me reasons

I can't even hear my conscious pleading

It's weakened

My whole life (My whole life) (My whole life)

That's how much time it takes to heal

My design (My design) (My design)

I think I forgot the seals

My whole life (My whole life) (My whole life)

That's how much time it takes to heal

My design (My design) (My design)

I think I forgot the seals