What Time? (Class of '18) Lyrics

If I jump the gun

I pray you aim it at my lungs

'Cause I've become a mind undead

And a heart dysfunction

Skipping beats like a fun dad

엄마's love and hope was here

I was at them functions

Who the fuck wants to be 17 and alone?

18 I'll be gone

I been crying out wolf

So I'll die on my own

Apologize to the eyes lookin' up to I

I was acting

I'm truly frantic and disheveled

As I'm dancing with the devil

It's more to technique than a poppin' instrumental

Instrumental for momentum to readily introspect

So I've met my trife bottom as a due consequence

Of ignorance, molly, robo, weed and quick sex

Epiphanies synthetic as the circles that I kept

Misdemeanors that influenced what I treasure

I turn to smoke when this coal is under pressure so

Who's to blame for pain that you created?

Who's to save the lame and prostrated?

I will by will

'Cause sleeping all day only makes me late

I'm runnin' away in a circuit race, oh

Death intruding me in my home

The best you can do for my soul

Is take the roof off of my (home)

It's hard to learn your lesson

When insomnia, depression

Drains your soul and adolescence

Fail to reflect on your complexion

You're scared to go outside

'Cause paranoia's overriding you

Residing in you

Boy, you look all kind of crippled

You hate to live a lie

But scared to really die

Can barely count to five

Or trace your fucking mind

You wanna apologize

For entering the lives of everyone

They'd much rather desire

To see you go acquire wealth, so

Who's to blame for pain that you created?

Who's to save the lame and prostrated?

I will by will

'Cause sleeping all day only makes me late

I'm runnin' away in a circuit race, oh

Death intruding me in my home

The best you can do for my soul

Is take the roof off of my (home)

I mean you're barely a student

It's apparent you're truant

u peril i

See why staying in bed paralyzes

Stupid motherfuckers

You useless motherfucker

You want realer friends?

You too been using motherfuckers

I don't know what I like

I just know what got likes

I've lied to you 'bout bought likes

I lied in hopes you'd like me

And you forgave but I speak

Like my actions ain't like me

In 11th grade thought that I was God

After I peaked

Bipolar tries me

In 8th grade was bedridden

That's why I stayed hidden

I had severe acne and

Ordered some regimen

Applied it ten times past

The dose it recommended, then

Yellow liquids oozed from my face

Dissociated, took my sister's make-up

And fooled no one at school

My classmate looked me in the face to say,

"It's ok if you wear makeup"

So I

Skip class

Bike fast

I'm never getting life back

If I really drown myself then

I can't use a life jacket

No goodbyes to good times

To fam' ties not as tight

As this line of rope in my backpack

Mother wouldn't know now if I turned around

But to be honest

I want you all down here with me when I--

All I see is red lights on this damn road

Tryna channel soul somewhere remote

Where no one else can go

What's suicidal?

Man, everyone got death on their mind

Fear and pride of

Image cycled me to my demise

Who am I to

Hope they all regret it when I die?

Why they take my heart for granted?

Now my heart is hard as granite

Cry again, blame yourself, apologize again

Then cry again

'Cause look where the fuck it took you

Fucking hate you

Shoulda killed your ass a long time ago

I'm tired

And I do not try no more

I'm tired

Of fickle optimism

Tired of living off addiction

Tired of being so tired from being

And I tried to talk it out

No, I ain't trying at all

I wish that I would fit in

I wish that I kept quiet

I wish I wasn't wishin'

For wisdom I don't acquire

Why, oh why

Do I get up when I'm still down here

Head up

But I'm underground

See a whole town bleed

Don't count me--

"파블릭! Where are you now?"

I needa go home 엄마 (mama)

Needa overcome 엄마 (mama)

Needa God

God gotta get me outta rock bottom

Sorry 엄마 (mama)

I'ma turn around

I'ma make it right

Take a right, face down

I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c--

I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c--

I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c-k

I am going back--

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