I Might Never Know Lyrics

I be such a happy dude yet melancholy follows

You heard all these tracks filled with confidence and bravado

That don't mean that sometimes I don't feel this little hollow

Feeling that me follow like yesterday to tomorrow

Pray we never borrow

Time cuz it is sacred even when you feel the sorrow

I cant fuckin' shake it randomly I sit 'nd wallow

Not in my own pity but it's like I got this shadow

When the sun shines it be growing even stronger

Matter under mind what don't kill you make you stronger

Yet though in this moment I just wanna feel the sadness

Scorpio me potent why I gotta act so tragic

Empty

Coldness

Hold this

Why I feel alone, why I feel so cold

I might never know

Brightness in my soul, sadness in my heart

Joggin' down the road

There be some shit I have yet to understand 'bout my life

And I know I'm just a man but I'm tryna get it right

Overseas, school trip, found God, lost my mind

Lost sight, found me, at the same fucking time

I was so confused, cuz I was so bright,

felt I had to choose, am I dark or light

I took Teagan's shoes, then left them behind

I took off my shirt, just me and the woods

Just me 'nd the curse, I ditched all the rules

Thought about my hearse, feet touching the dirt

Thinking bout the best, they were seeing worst

I couldn't explain cuz I did not understand

Traveled different plane but it fuckin' broke my head

Made me go insane devil came to me in bed

Then they locked me up 'nd next to me he loudly chants

Felt like he was tortured 'nd he wanted me to dance

Empty

Coldness

Hold this

Why I feel alone, why I feel so cold

I might never know (I might never know)

Brightness in my soul, sadness in my heart

Joggin' down the road (but I'll never fold)

I don't know

Honestly I didn't really dance with him

Actually, I sang

And he quieted

It was crazy as hard as that experience was it was enlightening

It was during that whole time that I decided I was gonna be an artist

That shit turned me into the man I am today

Into the man that I am becoming

I wouldn't change a fucking thing

That's a wrap