Ex-Mas Lyrics

Like what's new, nothin much

Found that last screw that I lost

I put a lot of shit on pause

What's new? a lot of feelings withdrew

I'm not getting any gifts

But she went ahead and put all her perfume

On all my clothes before she gave them back

It's like she knew a certain fragrance that could keep me attached

She got me scrolling through our pictures like a maniac

A light soul with hella feelings I'm not made for that.

And I'm not made for all this pain and all this pressure

But when it's good, it's great

You know it's getting hard to measure

Like truly I know if I committed It would be better

But you would rather wait until a little better weather.

So who am I to you?

If you can just forget and find another dude

Is it true? I feel used I feel so abused

Hard to believe you even fuckin loved me in the first place

If all you wants attention

Why'd you lead me since the first date

What made you think that that's a great idea?

Just get the things you can from me

And then you tell me "see ya"

Like what the fuck

I lost my mind over this

I wasted time for this shit

I say I'm fine but I'm pissed

I'm thinking now that this is over I might go back to the drugs

I can't function when I'm sober now I know it wasn't love

Lost my heart inside your soul and I don't think I can trust

I got lost inside of the lust.

I wanna reminisce

But if I do It's gonna hurt

I wanna talk to you

But you just put me in the dirt

Like how you think that's gonna work?

I guess I got lost inside of her

There's not too much to say, I miss you every day

But we just go around in circles, no place for wedding rings

No place for me to stay, there's always room to hate

But I would hate to hate on something

That just meant so much to me.

You could of showed you cared

You coulda been right there

You could've helped me through the pain

But you just left me with my fears

I need some peace of mind, cause we aren't as alike

As I thought we would've, if you didn't kick me out that night.

But what's new, nothin' much

Found that last screw that I lost

I put a lot of shit on pause

What's new? a lot of feelings withdrew

I'm not getting any gifts

But she went ahead and put all her perfume

On all my clothes before she gave them back

It's like she knew a certain fragrance that could keep me attached

She got me scrolling through our pictures like a maniac

A light soul with hella feelings I'm not made for that.

And I'm not made for all this pain and all this pressure

But when it's good, it's great

You know it's getting hard to measure

Like truly I know if I committed It would be better

But you would rather wait until a little better weather.

I lost my mind over this

I wasted time for this shit

I say I'm fine but I'm pissed

I'm thinking now that this is over I might go back to the drugs

I can't function when I'm sober now I know it wasn't love

Lost my heart inside your soul and I don't think I can trust

I got lost inside of the lust.

I wanna reminisce

But if I do It's gonna hurt

I wanna talk to you

But you just put me in the dirt

Like how you think that's gonna work?

I guess I got lost inside of her