oxytocin drunk Lyrics

I like to be ignored

It makes me feel alive

It reminds me of the agony

Of being 25

It's a marginal incision

I pop pimples in the kitchen

Watching "Tokyo Drift"

On a plasma television

I slap into a lake

Make a crater, start to bake

Twitch and burn, edge and squirm

Bones snap, my vision blurs

Then I woke up

In Sears Roebuck

Reborn in a Maytag

While you drift and pluck

At my facial hair

Follicle by follicle

Laser hair removal

Makes me feel phenomenal

I like to be ignored

It makes me feel alive

It reminds me of the agony

Of being 25

Do I look like a fool?

Grappling with mortality

Sifting through my nonbinary skull for some staggering

Judgment from above

When I'm feeling unloved

I audit all the traits every stranger recoils from

The kids these days

Play music with their eyes

They've never seen the fade

When their Tamagotchi dies

I don't know anyone, no one knows me

But I love myself

My unknown identity

I like to be ignored

It makes me feel alive

It reminds me of the agony

Of being 25

I like feeling smushed

While oxytocin drunk

Metabolizing feels

Chunk by chunk by chunk by chunk by chunk