weeds Lyrics

Whether it's the coffee shop on 8th Street

Or that cliche indie song you always played me

I don't go there anymore

I'll find a way to hit fast forward

Feels like I'm always dodging memories

That's on me

I've seen your shadow on every wall

You know how to make a city feel so small

Tried to leave it all behind me

It's hard when everything reminds me

That I ignored the signs in front of me

That's on me

Gotta hold myself accountable

For all the weeds I had to pull

To grow out of the love I thought we planted

And it hurts so much to be alone

But I'm doing better on my own

Even if I don't quite understand it

It's on me

I pointed fingers for a long time

I thought it was the only way that I could sleep at night

One step forward, three steps back I lost my balance

Tried to grab the ghost of who I wanted you to be

And that's on me

Gotta hold myself accountable

For all the weeds I had to pull

To grow out of the love I thought we planted

And it hurts so much to be alone

But I'm doing better on my own

Even if I don't quite understand it

It's on me

Closing time, hold the mirror up

So I can be the one who's gonna finally cut the tie

And it's on me to find some good

Close the chapter of this book

Cause there's a better ending that I need to write

Gotta hold myself accountable

For all the weeds I had to pull

To grow out of the love I thought I planted

And it hurts so much to be alone

But I'm doing better on my own

Even if I don't quite understand it

Even if I don't quite understand it

Even if I don't quite understand it

Maybe I will never understand

It's on me