colors ft. calmerch Lyrics

You say you love me now

Then show me for real

I think that I live in doubt

But what's there to fear

I'll show you my colors first

I know how this ends

But everything hurts

When you start where it ends

Look

Time don't stop for anybody that's a fact

You spend your time in the past

Hoping it would always last

You picked your grave before you're old

You left the city for a home

You hoped your mom would understand you

Even if you're different from before

I love life I found peace

I dream big I don't sleep

Who knows me I don't know

But slowly I'm finding

I was running track to run away from all my shit

I was smoking daily just to hide that I exist

I was just a child when you tried to see a man

If I was on trial didn't know who'd take the stand

I didn't need nobody cause nobody wanted me

Yeah I pulled myself together

And this is what you see

Now

Now I'm back at home with my amma

Sippin tea

Now

Now I have my wings

And I truly feel free

You say you love me now

Then show me for real

I think that I live in doubt

But what's there to fear

I'll show you my colors first

I know how this ends

But everything hurts

When you start where it ends