Cynical (Don't Matter) Lyrics

Does anyone care about me

It'd be crazy if they did

Surprised you haven't heard about me

No one checks up on the kid

Memories are long gone

No point to reminisce

Am I going crazy

Maybe just a bit

Flashback to the times when I was just a little kid

I was fightin' for my life everyday thats what I did

Stayed in check, gave respect, to stay out of getting hit

Pops would scream and yell but he never ever gave a shit

Grew up in a house abused, "be sure take off your shoes"

Never would I have thought that I would contemplate to use a noose

Well it's loose, what's the use, never poured myself the juice

Don't ask me how I'm doin if I don't mean a thing to you

When you ask how I am are you sure you're being genuine

Or are you just another phase like the one that came and went

Occupied my time, waste of space, and you left me bent

Were we ever really friends

Or did you love to play pretend

Ever felt like you just didn't mean jack shit to anybody

It's fucking crazy dude

It's actually fucking wild

The way people could just like, fucking move on

It's fucking crazy

Whatever though

Selfish piece of shit

You know what you fuckin' did

Oh? You not feelin' guilt

Cause' you're fucked up to the hilt

Time was standing still

When you went in for the kill

Gettin' used to feelin less

Push myself right through the nets

Gettin' caught up in the mess

And it's right on to the best

But it's not whoever's next

But what fate has stored in set

I'll take what I can get

Even if it means my death

Maybe I'll catch a break, maybe not, could you up the stakes

Tragedy lies in wait, hesitate, I'm too tough to break

Kept my composure, you're immature

It's sad to know you, go get hit by the door

To be honest like, fuck you bro

Like honestly, like fuck you

You stupid fucking piece of shit

"Oh I'm gonna be single the rest of the year-"

Shut the fuck up. No you're not

You dumb fucking bitch

You stupid fucking idiot

Whatever