is this love real? Lyrics

I know it's hard to cope

Feeling like this is harder when each day goes

It's been a while since I've been myself

I know I'm better off when I'm alone

I've convinced myself that home would be the place where I'd be fine

But it turns out home is the only place where I just can't survive

I'm tired of living in a place

Where I can't be trusted living in a place

Where my head is corrupted

I just feel like we, we can't be focused

And it hurts when we can't get along, and I always shed tears

I know I don't belong

And you've made that quite clear

When you say I am loved

That's really hard to hear

Is this love real?

Feeling hopeless

It's hard to escape

Every time that I leave I'm happy to be away

I know that I just can't stay

In a place that feels so gray

It's sad to say

That I'm tired of living in a place

Where I can't be trusted living in a place

Where my head is corrupted

I just feel like we, we can't be focused

And it hurts when we can't get along, and I always shed tears

I know I don't belong

And you've made that quite clear

When you say I am loved

That's really hard to hear

Is this love real?