Never Was Lyrics

Can you see me through my smile

Cause I can't find nobody to help me out

I've been up six days, I ain't had no sleep

And I'm like baby don't play when you say

you love me

You see it all in my face, I just popped a

couple pills

They keep telling me to chill, but I'll be okay

I'm lost on my own and I can't find my way

Just leave me alone, baby, cause it's not safe

I keep my feelings tucked where my pistol at riding around with a cup full of mud

Corey what you know about love, ain't even get that from my blood

Nigga, what you know about cuz, how they kill him we just talked

Why the fuck am I so lost? Why the fuck is my soul lost

Took my shit, I'm trying to buy it back, baby, what does my soul cost

Corey, why is you so off? Shorty i just popped like four

I better go to sleep right now, cause I'll probably try to find more

Woke to a knock at my door, Devil saying son come home

I been on the run, chasing hella funds, it ain't even fun no more

Dope in my lungs, all in my blood, can't find love no more

Ski mask on, been trying to hide from all my demons

Ain't seen no love, these niggas hating for no reason

Bitch, play my brother one more time, you gon' get slimed

Yo ass a slut, she ain't even real to niggas like us

I'ma be real you just got a butt

Bitches talking crazy you ran through tell they ass shut the fuck up

I was in the cut with my gun, why y'all niggas trying to act tough

I don't know how it feels to be okay

Granny, why you leave me alone? I need to see your face

Don't care for Christmas no more, I know that was your day

I don't even talk about how I feel, cause they say it's okay

But, shit, it never was

Reach for your hand and you let me go

She wanna write my name in the sand, but I'm all alone

Say she wanna go be a hot girl, but my heart is cold

Same time, shorty tryna be my girl, leave me alone

And I swear to God, it broke my soul, when they said he gone

My pops left feel so alone, saw him in a hole

And my mind's so strong, but I've been through a lot, so my heart is gone

And my old homie, bitch, ass told my brother, go grab the pole.