reflective retrograde Lyrics

Papa forgive me

I've hated you for a long time

I've never said it

I've been in denial

Papa, I'm sorry

I've been reflecting lately

You're just a person

Didn't mean to fuck me up so badly

And every man I've known since then

Has used me till the very end

Said they'd never leave

You see

I've been going down

This retrograde, hey

I've been reflecting every day

Papa drank this bottle on my own

Heavy feelings running down my throat

Come and save me

I'm drowning on your thrown

Is this justice or am I just a joke to ya?

Dollar signs in my head

Yes I'm ready to give my all

Or nothing

Nostalgic past is keeping me

On something you call

Beast mode

You're tripping on something

You are out of luck

Spiral into nothing

You're calling love

It is all or nothing

Not giving up

No we're never giving up

I've been going down

This retrograde, hey

I've been reflecting every day

All the rich private school girls

Smoking in the yard

I wonder if their lives are really this hard

Don't worry 'bout the bills

Daddy's gonna pay

But what's the price?

How much shame

Can you take?

I love the way

You wear your tie

At university

Meet me in the rundown library

Maybe we can reflect and write poetry

I've been going down

This retrograde, hey

I've been reflecting every day

I've been going down

This retrograde, hey

I've been reflecting every day