so be it Lyrics

Yeah, now I'm flippin' out again

I'm runnin' out of my drugs, strugglin' to make amends

My pops say, struggle is what's gonna make a man

If that's the case, then fuck it, I don't wanna be it then

So be it then

I cannot take it, my smile will soon fade away

I'm fightin' every day

Mama, I'll be okay

Temporarily is seein' gray

You don't have to worry

When will I see colorful lights

Now that's the question

Maybe I'm just colorblind

Maybe it's just destined

Well, if this is my destiny, then let me get to restin

Cause it's way too much stress of me sittin' waitin' for a blessing

So be it then

I cannot take it, my smile has finally faded away

I've tried to fake it till I make it

But I've sunk into a dark place

A very dark place

A place that I hate

A place I've been before

I went and fought a war

And washed back to shore

But now I'm back again

Ready for my second wind

But this ain't my second wind

This like my third or tenth

I've lost count

It's been countless times

It's been this way since like eight or nine

Mama said it's hereditary

We get down sometimes

But I know that you'll be good

Cause look at us, we're fine

So baby, stop your crying

Okay, I stopped my crying

But I won't stop my lying

She don't know about the pills

Crush em down and do a line

Does it really matter how

As long as I'm doin' fine

So so be it then

So be it then

So be it