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Not feelin' too good, not feelin' too bad

I'm somewhere in between

Can't tell if I'm happy or if I'm sad

I just feel like me

When everyone says that their life's going great

Don't know how to say that I just can't relate

'Cause I can't describe the emotions I actually have

A couple parts bitter, another part sweet

But they don't cancel out

Some days I'm so eager to get off my feet

Some days I laze around

I'm so inconsistent

Don't know what it means

The internet says there's a problem with me

Am I tryin' too much

Or am I not tryin' enough

I'm so caught up in my head

Tell me, how am I to make some sense

When I see no difference

Do I love or do I hate myself to death

Everyone seems to be happier

And it's just making nervous

I thought I was fine

But maybe I'm blind to all of my hurting

'Cause no one understands when

I tell them what I'm feeling

Sometimes I get sad

For no particular reason

Maybe I should take some time to start reflecting on myself

But it's hard to find the time to when I'm always overwhelmed

I could eat well

I could work out

I could keep friends that I care about

But I can't keep it all in balance

I've got too many distractions

I'm so caught up in my head

Tell me, how am I to make some sense

When I see no difference

Do I love or do I hate myself to death

My indecisiveness

Can't decide what's best

Between changing who I am

Or complacence

I'm so caught up in my head

Tell me, how am I to make some sense

When I see no difference

Do I love or do I hate myself to death