This is Real ft. AjShowEm Lyrics

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It's your boy Day Real

If you know me

Then you know this how I cope

AJ Show These Motherfuckers Up

In the blink of any eye look everything changed

I'm going through hard episodes

Subconscious keep me in arrange

The older I get I'm losing my touch with the world

Can't begin to explain

Patek Philippe dreams yet the hours be slipping

I wish I maintained

I'm glued to my ways there's weight on these chains

I feel my head burn in flames

Downing eighths of the magic shrooms

I'm going through awakenings

Too traumatized in my cortex

These demons do invasions

I express my deep pain in my music

Listen with concentration

I've done a lot fucked up choices

No justification

I'm far away from God

I missed when we separated

Visualize living every day where

You can't feel good sensations

Roll out of bed got to get fried

I'm fighting agitation

I double the dosage I'm tired of always being frustrated

Alcoholism depression and stress was in my foundation

Now do it make sense how I'm addict

With organization

I'm strapped up everyone a target in my head I remain

In isolation

Make a wrong move and this forty millimeter

Go in elevation

In the blink of an eye look every changed

Look everything changed

Recollect on the deals where your money

And my pints do trade

I hear the sirens ringing

I hear the tires screeching

I hear the gun singing

See everybody fleeing

In the blink of any eye look everything changed

I'm going through hard episodes

Subconscious keep me in arrange

The older I get I'm losing my touch with the world

Can't begin to explain

Patek Philippe dreams yet the hours be slipping

I wish I maintained

I'm glued to my ways there's weight on these chains

I feel my head burn in flames

Sitting in a label meeting I still got doubt within myself

I'm working seven days building businesses

I ain't did enough

I fear I won't be satisfied when my wish becomes

Mixing ptsd and bpd bro if you were me

You would have been above

My nigga should had been here but I had to trust my hunch

The love was never real I caught on how it was a front

This a real promise I ever see your face

I'm tweaking with the gun

Let me not get ahead remind myself I can't sacrifice the one

Money flooding in left and right why you think I haven't spun

But did I

Standing facing two hundred people nigga Real just begun

Done ten shows in the row of the span of this last month

There's bright lights

Crowds' getting sturdy still I'm the failed son

They said I ain't the same since two point o

Yes I've gone mad

I don't know what happened trying to figure it out

But it's a fucking drag

I guess by the end of this song maybe I'll have a clue

Or maybe not like I said before

I'll go crazy out the blue

In the blink of an eye look every changed

Recollect on the deals where your money

And my pints do trade

I hear the sirens ringing

I hear the tires screeching

I hear the gun singing

See everybody fleeing