One More Step Lyrics

I'm all alone with my thoughts again

I feel the walls in my head caving in

Can't handle this pressure, I'm drowning

Can't focus, I'm numb, heart's pounding

No I know I don't wanna be like anyone else

I just wanna be some more than myself

But that type of pressure's exhausting

That's when I knew

One more step and that is all it takes

To fuck it up and throw my life away

I know that I'm real messed up

Feels like getting blacked out can fight it

But it's just way too damn tough

The hardest of drugs can't hide

Fill another cup, I'm tryna get fucked up

I'm in my head, I'm in my head

I've been there enough

I'm tryna run, I'm tryna hide

But I can't outrun my mind

My memories fade but never die

Is this the time, is this the time?

My mind says I'm It's bitch, sit down

Every time I feel good, flips me upside down

Never had no say, only ever had doubt

If this is what it's bout, will I work it out?

I ain't never been one to listen to my problems My body tells me take a rest, I fill it with some vodka

Staying up till 4am and doing what I wanna

I know I need a break so I'ma do it all tomorrow

Tomorrow never comes cause I always stay up I'm in bed till 8pm but I never slept once

Cause I'm always in my head, I can't seem to doze off

And this is where it stops, is this where it stops?

One more step and that is all it takes

To fuck it up and throw my life away

I know that I'm real messed up

Feels like getting blacked out can fight it

But it's just way too damn tough

The hardest of drugs can't hide

One more step and that is all it takes

To fuck it up and throw my life away

I know that I'm real messed up

Feels like getting blacked out can fight it

But it's just way too damn tough

The hardest of drugs can't hide