Cover Every Mirror Lyrics

Down the street we're walking, call it window shopping

But I'm checking my reflection every time I pass a window

And just cause I look healthy, you never ask to help me

24-7 can't breathe, I'm this close to letting go

I'm hiding in plain sight right under your nose

And I hate that reflection I see in the window

My lips are always running, they're punching everybody

It feels like no one wants me as much as I want them

My thoughts are always racing, my problems I'm not facing

Every day's another race, I tried my best but I lost again

Cover every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself and if I'm honest

I can't bear to face my problems cause who caused 'em

Staring at my face, can't stand who it belongs to

Cover every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself and if I'm honest

I can't bear to see the first man cause all this

Staring at my face, can't stand who it belongs to

I'm watching all my classmates

I try to act in their way

How did they all get straight A's

None of us actually care

I know I'm thinking too much

And I'm not quiet enough

And you ate way less for lunch

I'm busy playing solitaire in my brain

With my queen of broken hearts and spades that dig my self

down the deeper in a hole I created

I see your little glances

Exchanged like complex dances

I can't keep taking chances

It chips away through my thick skin

And I act like my father

But it takes him so much farther

I just look like a monster

So goddamn argumentative

Cover every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself and if I'm honest

I can't bear to face my problems cause who caused them

Staring at my face, can't stand who it belongs to

Cover every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself and if I'm honest

I can't bear to see the person that caused all this

Staring at my face, can't stand who it belongs to

I'm skipping meals just to double it late at night

Won't leave my bed cause every single day is a fight

I always lose but I try, I try, I try,

You can't tell, but if you ask I'm swearing that I'm doing well

What's the point of even getting better it feels

Like I'll be stuck in the same cycle forever it's real

The fear I have of always being the odd one out

How can they like me when I don't even like myself

I'm breaking every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself again and lost I t

I can't bear to see the person that caused all this

Staring at my face, can't stand who it belongs to

That girl's too loud

She makes a scene

She so dramatic

So full of shit

A narcissist made of bad habits

I'm punching walls

I've lost it all

I'm wreaking havoc

Each thing I do always in hell

I think I've had it

I'm breaking every single mirror in my apartment

I disappointed myself again and lost it

I can't bear to see the person that caused all this

Staring at my face, I hate who it belongs to