awkward Lyrics

I was fourteen when I first laid eyes.

Heard about your boy, now I want to trade lives.

Asked about you guy, 'cause I wanna intervene.

Now you're in my arms on the night I turn fifteen

These moments that now I would kill to re-see,

Even if I had to watch it on a television screen.

'cause now you're with the guy,

And he's looking in your eyes.

Like man, I would kill him just to trade lives.

We used to drive around the streets talking 'bout all our dreams.

Looking at all the leaves, had we that green.

And sing along to Frank; songs about real love.

That's what I thought we had, but then you dropped me off...

Then the air got colder as the seasons changed.

And the leaves turned colour as the feelings changed.

Nowadays I do my best just to stay the fuck away,

But I can't help it every day.

My life has turned to migraines,

and it's affecting my brain.

I think she's playing mind games.

I think you're playing mind games.

I think you play so much 'cause I won't give up.

(yeah, I said I won't)

I'll never forgive you,

and I'll never forget.

I'll never get rid of

This hole in my chest.

I'll keep the reminder

that people leave.

But,

You should know you broke me.

You completely changed me.

Had to fix the old me,

And turn into a cold me.

I'm living a better life,

I'm moving to get a life.

(at least I have my friends!)

But maybe in a better life

you and I would share a life

'till I die I'll be alive

and I'll be thinking bout that life.