improv Lyrics

Sitting alone in my thoughts, wondering if they're all knots

Not conscious of where I stand, shocks, if I'm safe, or if I'm just lost

Used to this, I can't get used to this

I tried so hard, but I set the bar too high

I'm losing interest in all of the things I love

I'm hoping something above will bring me back down

Right on the ground, why is it never enough

Expectations messing with my creativity

Focused on the outcome, not living here just for me

Said I'm trying, improvising

If I said that it was easy, I was lying

Who knew that this was the cost

Funny how you think you call the shots

Does it scare you, not having control?

Making sense of the things you don't know

Making sense of the life that I chose

Can't convince but it's something you'll know

You'll show me if you're really willing to grow

Finding it easier as the days go

Used to this, I can't get used to this

I tried so hard but I set the bar too high

I'm losing interest in all of the things I love

I'm hoping something above will bring me back down

Right on the ground, why is it never enough

Expectations messing with my creativity

Focused on the outcome, not living here just for me

Said I'm trying, improvising

If I said that it was easy, I was lying