icarus just didn't try hard enough Lyrics

My average cough is more productive than my last 3 years of life

I'll blow it off and grab the duct tape just to keep my fate sealed tight

A fucking moth under my lampshade, I guess I don't know what's right

You say you love me but I think you're just attracted to the light

I can't see

While I'm sitting here and staring, you don't seem that close to me

But if you get something out of it, well, you're begging on your knees

I can't believe I fell for this again, fool me twice, shame on me

But in my head you can't do any wrong, I guess we'll wait and see

Well, what you did? I'm full of it

My comforts aren't that well-equipped

I'm at my worst, that I'll admit

But hey, let me see you do it

'Cause my head's spinning from living since

Your thoughts of love and crocks of shit

My lights are off, it's only 6

I'm fucking dumb, let's say that's it

Getting through this month has been a fucking challenge as of late

So pardon me if I don't give a damn for numbers, names, or dates

Or figuring if you traumatized me or the other fucking way

So I'm so sorry I'm so distant, I'm just having a rough day

These past few weeks

Well, what you did? I'm full of it

My comforts aren't that well-equipped

I'm at my worst, that I'll admit

But hey, let me see you do it

'Cause my head's spinning from living since

Your thoughts of love and crocks of shit

My lights are off, it's only 6

I'm fucking dumb, let's say that's it

'Cause I fucked it up, like everything

Pushed you away, and all of them

I cut my ties, that's all there is

But hey, let me see you do it

'Cause my life's a blur from where I've been

My awkward hugs and bad exits

I can't sleep, it's already 6

I'm fucking dumb, let's say that's it

My head's in the clouds

But I'm coming down

And then I'll fall

And then I'll drown