Alexithymia ft. Beathead Lyrics

Paranoid with voids I can't fill

Nova cane in my veins to say the same

To make it plain explained I'm sayin

I can't

Feel

So dumb to be numb in a time like these

Opened an article that's redacted for subscriptions

In front of paywalls it's Adolf refuting specifics

Garnering interest with ease

Cheap to believe lies

they free

The truth coming with fees

But please

Don't bore em with reali-

Teas gone cold & im wondering why

I got out of bed at all when you living to die

Dough is the reason though

Or so they say

Morning rain clouds at my windows

They hope I reign

Acid in my tears from fears I know they stain

My face covered with paint

From scapes I had to face

Like Mona that smile they thought they saw was fake

Thats the Mandela ela ela a a a

Effect

Anxious from tiffs I can't fix

Pretense when we act as if all of the bags we carried here unpacked after we trip

Many signs in the times thought it was only two hands covering face

Tears in the palms but trees dont lose leaves in this state

I was California dreaming til I couldn't speak

But you didn't watch what you say to me to ever see me