Let It Go ft. Red Larsen & J$G Lyrics

Oh…I'm in my head again

I'm so over that

I really wanna let it go

Oh, I feel alone again

How do I let go of that?

Wish I could just let it go

What is it 'bout November got me all in my feels?

Just wanna beat a bitch, kill her dead, I'm going to hell

I don't even know this anger, got my mind in a cell

Cause I pop then I flip, gotta let it all out

And I'm destroying shit, got me feeling my shame again

Just a picture I painted of all my pain and it's dangerous

Guess I'm still sick, my headaches got me hating shit

My mentality famous, but I ain't even famous yet

My 15 minutes lasted long enough for me to never quit

But now I'm feeling like shit, maybe I should switch

Cause some of what I said, I don't even agree with

Shit, times done changed and I done grew up raw

If only I'd have know, might've tried to stay young

My first experience of love, changed the music in my heart

Focus on the lyrics, don't forgot about the art

I feel out here on my own, even though she at home

I should probably call, haven't talked in way to long

But I'm working on so much, to make this money for us all

And I wanna take a break, but i know better then to stop

Cause I gotta pull through, before I record these fuckin songs

Cause I hate when I give it a rush y'all, I'm ready for the fall

I keep critiquing til I'm fuckin appalled

But with an ambivalent confidence cause you know who wrote em all

And I'd drop every day if it wasn't for the all the bitches who talk

Oh…I'm in my head again

I'm so over that

I really wanna let it go

Oh, I feel alone again

How do I let go of that?

Wish I could just let it go

When I'm at lowest, I see highest days

Always looked at as the lowest until the fire sings

My brain is wired ways

You can't imagine c4 ready to blow up the entirety

Of wholesome moments and people who have inspired me

No I don't say this spitefully

All these messed up people is what's hiding me

From this world, everyone who lies to me

I'm not in eye or reach

They stick the knife in me

People are who's causing all rivalry

And I see that 2 sided scheme timelessly

I tell the truth, only scheme I'm on is the rhyming schemes

Just let me take my dynasty

Yeah, lately questioning if God is real

Can I get out the bottle, cause I stopped popping pills?

I was worrying my mom's for reals

I'm blessed to be here with you this give me chills

Lost ones will leave you with a blessing still

I'm blessed for all my friends and family and the who see me as lesser still

This message kills

I think I need some Benadryl

Looking at the snowfall out the window sill

As I take a deep breath the wind will build

Hope blows me away so I'm feeling real

Flying through the wind feeling up the winter chill

Prayed for my life to end, maybe its not time to go

Wrote this music as prayers, tryna find my pot of gold

Music is my escape, it's my spot to go

Oh…I'm in my head again

I'm so over that

I really wanna let it go

Oh, I feel alone again

How do I let go of that?

Wish I could just let it go

Man, I really hope you feeling it, like I said, I really don't wanna get intimate

I really wanna see what you see in it, I wanna see how you sit with all of it

I don't ever wanna quit, will you take my soul well I'm falling apart

Then hang me out to dry cause love don't come around here anymore

I ain't even gonna lie and when it magically does, it just makes me sadder

Thinking about the terrible ladder of climbing and climbing, getting madder and madder

Now it's all all over again

Oh…I'm in my head again

I'm so over that

I really wanna let it go

Oh, I feel alone again

How do I let go of that?

Wish I could just let it go